You're right, success is the best revenge.

I think you have no hope because you're having such a hard time. But, I think you can be successful and get through this, Kurhea. They can't ruin your life unless you give up. Don't give up. Stay strong and stay safe and you can get through it. And you're smart, so you can be successful someday. But success is a long road, so, just don't give up.