If I may vent. Just a minute.

Really. Such a ******* up and down kind of day it's driving me literally insane. Literally. Some highlights. A few.

I had a monetary freak out moment in a meeting at work which resulted in a flurry of papers and me laugh/crying saying "I have no idea what's going on". AND I MEANT IT! I had lost my train of thought within 30 seconds of someone asking me a question. Someone gave me a hard time earlier in the meeting and I had to LITERALLY bite my tongue and grab the table so that I didn't leap across it and stab him his ****ing snarky face with my pen. Really.

I get home and go to my in law's house for dinner and to pick up my daughter who they babysitting today. I'm seriously STANDING by the door for 15 minutes just WAITING for them to give me back my child so that I can go home.

I GET home and call my husband who is incredibly short with me. He was still at work but not busy at all. Just mean. And he kept ****ing minimizing EVERYTHING I told him. Like I do seriously NOTHING and I'm such a bad mother because I never see my daughter and should be HAPPY to spend time with her. (That last sentence was purely my interpretation of the conversation. I fully admit that it might not have been that harsh. But to me, that's just how it sounded at the time. You know what I mean.)

The world is just out to get me today. It WANTED to be a good day but everyone I ran into (almost) today was pretty hell bent on making it miserable.

I hate Mondays. So ****ing much.