Your post was both enlightening and a little worrisome. I can relate to a lot of what you said, but what struck me the most, and the part that stood out the most was this:
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Originally Posted by Music Rules Me
If I lost my depression, I would also lose everything that makes me ME. I don't know who I am without it. That's if I am anything without it.
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I am me, would the me without the depression, would the me without everything that is causing me heartache, pain, and suffering. Would me without the suffering be different in such a way that those who love me would see me different, act around me different, not love me? I don't know if I want the me without the baggage if it means that I can't be loved by those that I love.