Are you seeing therapist and or taking meds ?
I am taking meds and can't afford a therapist.
I have depression and it's not very functional well outside and inside.

I dunno if I will have no depression someday in future,
and I am dunno if I can ever get off meds.
Of course I want both, but right now I just want to be able to function and have a health routine life. And more over to enroll in some program and able to finish, then get a job, and be an ordinary individual with a normal casual ordinary life.