I understand how overwhelming caring for multiple animals (or people) can be. I also have panic disorder OCD, and agoraphobia. I once had two hamsters, a cat, and one guinea pig who turned into three! (About a week or two after I bought her, she had babies!) That doesn't sound like much in comparison to your herd and dogs, but it was too much for me, and I had to give away the guinea pigs. That really broke my heart.

Your farm looks and sounds lovely, despite the hard work.