Dear t
Everything hurts, physically and mentally. I am working really hard at shutting it all out, but dream of someone somewhere taking care of me. I know it can't be you, but I wish there was someone. It is hard on my own. You'd have thought I would be used to it by now. My friends are great, but when the pain threatens to take over everything they don't understand and how can they. I think this therapy thing is pointless. It's just made me horribly aware of how much pain I am in and how alone I am. It can't change things. Recently it's made me so frustrated. Yes I am better at looking after myself, but maybe a self help sheet might have done the job! I hate being so attached to you. I've never let myself be attached to another person like this my whole life and I know why. It hurts even more. Maybe it's too late for me
Willow