Unreal. I work in a hospital, in a psych/detox ward in a major city in the US, and have had 5 major surgeries. I am 45. You are right . No one would want this pain. I also am a classical pianist so thats why I say wow. We are too much alike.

Let me just ay this...because of my surgeries and pain, I was put on pain meds, narcotics and became an addict very quickly. Ironic, I know, as I deal with addiction at my job every day. But right now I am almost 6 months clean, after being on med since I was 11 yrs old. So I suffer in pain...every day...all day. So please be careful, and possibly find a new career path? if i knew then what i know now...good luck!