Hey,

You may want to see your doc about getting some antidepressants on board. When you have situational depression, meds can act as a safety net. I don't know what size town you live in, so I don't know what is available. Have you tried to get workmans comp? Is there an employment center where you can go look for work and get help learning new skills? They also give workshops. You would meet others who are in the same situation for support. Get out of the house daily or you just sit with yourself and your thoughts. Right now, you are lousy company. Keep posting

Take gentle care,

Sabra