Okay so part of my job is to schedule appointments for people.

I do this all day every day and I have to say the same things over and over again.

One thing that I can't seem to handle for some reason is it throws me into a rage when people ask me to give them the directions or location to our clinic. I don't understand this and I don't like it. I don't know why it makes me so mad.

One day I actually twisted a paperclip until I broke it in half because I was so mad about having to give someone directions. It doesn't make any sense. I don't know why I have such anger about giving directions....

I get this feeling like people are just doing this to make me angry. I get really mad at them and it takes all my strength to not fly off the handle at them about it. I know it's 100% irrational but it doesn't stop.



I also get very intrusive thoughts that are very violent about the people who ask me directions. I don't know why. I hate it so much and I wish I knew what to do.