So I left High school after metriculating with rather average mark in 2007, got a job few days later and stared working.in 2009 i had saved enough money to do some of my grade 12 subjects over via corrospondence ( i could not go to night school becuse only the "previously disadvantaged' can go. determinded to go to university and study medicine ( we dont really have colleges here) rewrote the exams 3 times and have the marks to get in but because im dyslecxic and dont fall into the category of "previosly disadvantaged" I have been regected from 6 unversities!!!!!!i dont see the point anymore of trying to do anything. this is a life long dream that i have worked so very hard to achieve for nothing. i sound so very rasist, im not but why must i be pnished for something i didnt do/ something my pairent fought against? im stuck doing dead end jobs i really hate and make me feel like a 3rd class human. its not fair what did i do to desrve this? my life has gone by while i have been working to achieve my goal. my husband said i should just find a new goal but how can i when for as long as i can remember this is all iv wanted. he is normaly kind of supportive of me but said that he cant for this because its a "pipe dream'!He also said that he was glad that i did not get in because i can now consentraye on 'real things'. How can he say that? i read medical text books in my free time so that i would not fall behind. when everyone i know was living and enjoying life i was studing for sweet nothing. iv looked on the internet to try and see if there is a way for me to study medicine corrosondence but i could not find anything. there must be a way surely? this cant be it can it? Please someone help me. im so lost right now i feel as if iv lost my identity. please be nice and not say mean things im really hurting alot right now.