Hey Bitten ~ Don't be afraid to share at meetings. You have NO idea how your experiences and feelings can help other newcomers!!! They're scared to death too, and if you share, you can help alleviate their fear! You have ALOT to share! You DON'T share stuff about work, but feelings and how you got clean/sober!
So please don't be afraid to share. I know you said you're always a "listener" but at some point you are going to have to share something. No one will throw you out if you don't, but you really should. People want to hear how you got clean/sober --- it WILL help others. God bless, hon. Hugs, Lee