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Originally Posted by hamster-bamster
I see. Then it sounds like a replay of the earlier manic episode you had twenty years ago - you quit paying bills, ran away with a RL lush, etc. Seems like a pattern to me.
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Yeah and it always seems to happen when I am seriously stressed out. So now that I am on my own, got no one to blame but me and no one to make happy but me.
Still, the lonliness gets to me at times and I so desperately WANT a relationship but definitely don't NEED one...but I want one...ugh!