Hey Adam I can relate to everything you are saying. It is so hard and so tiring. You know yourself about my relationship situation too.

Just wondering, I don't know how things work where you are but is there any chance of seeing a 'low cost counsellor'? We have them here. Some people have found some good counsellors from this. Admittedly, the reason they are low cost is that they may just finished their degrees and are building up experience. However, they build up experience throughout the degree too. So, it's not as if they total novices.

I guess from your post that you don't have that option where you are? But just thought I would let you know anyway, just in case.

500 a month is unreal amount…is it Psychiatrist as opposed to a counsellor?

Adam, I hope you can work something out. Sorry if my post wasn't much use.