All I have been doing in therapy when the sexual assault is brought up, I disassociate. I did it during the assault, I do it now. i can just "zone out" and at times, it turns into a conversion reaction that is actually like a seizure. I feel like I am freaking my therapist out and we have gone over the safety plan,etc but I still feel some uneasiness about her dealing with this. I understand i am not the first client with this problem, but it scares me also. If anyone has any good coping skills to try during those times, I am all ears!