So I have been told I have to forgive myself for the past. (Also to forgive those who have hurt me in anyway).
It is said I will find some peace if I do this and can then begin to heal.
So how the heck do you do that? I haven't managed to do this in 38 years. So how do I just magically say oh well I am over it all?
Seriously, I have no flipping clue, I need to, don't know if I am ready, or will ever be ready.  :banghead : 
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
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