Hi PC Pals,

Well here I am again. Depressed and dependent on the wine again. I was feeling really positive about my workout today. Starting to feel like there is a point to life. Then...on my way home, minding my own business there he is; my ex. The one who knows my deepest secrets and tore my heart in pieces. So to forget the pain and shock of seeing him, I drank.a lot. I hid in a corner and I don't think he saw me. I was doing good off of the alcohol. And now I just don't know if I'll ever be happy again because I relapsed. He seemed so carefree. And I'm hurting. I don't want to think about him ever again. How can someone be so bad for you? Can you really be addicted to a person?