Dear t
What happened? I still feel like a child, I've not slept and have a long drive ahead today so a tad worried. You have left me in a nightmare. You said we were both frustrated over the speed things were going. You encouraged me to push myself and the results are that I am now living a nightmare. You wanted to hear from the child and 3 emails later you certainly have. I feel mortified I have never emailed you constantly like this before. I hate you and need you in the same breath. What is the point in all this?