I totally feel the same way. I don't cut anymore but i come to this area of the site because i do think about it. Last night i imagined myself doing it. i also haven't done it in over a year. i threw away anything that I used to use. I keep it far. I told my Therapist that I did it but I dishonestly said it wasnt a big tempation (partly true). I thing big temptations are things your going to do, but im not, but I hate the fact that I have thoughts.

I can relate!