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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
I believed it too James  but not in the bp sense, I thought I was cured of the bpd that afflicts my core... Man did I get a rude awakening!
So in a sense, I really do empathize with you, please get some rest. The shyt we deal with is exhausting on so many levels. I know I could easily go into a coma for a week if I didn't have work.
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...Lia thankyou so much for this!
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..aint it weird seems we both hit a dirty big wall each!...and definitely not on purpose...there seem to be other forces at work!
I have been following your predicament and wanting to offer comfort but feeling useless to do so cos my head has been spinning after colliding with mine...bleh!
...and I also don't want to be pushy either...I really do recognise how brutal the bpd will be when it hits...and like you said .."without warning!"
it just pulls the ground from beneath your feet!
shyt shyt shyt alright!...it's all the thinking and the thinking...whoever would have expected thoughts to actually cause physical pain?
...and just containing them all ...barely!, emotional energy overload...bring on the coma!
...I had a brief bpd attack too...during my manic rocket launch decided to contact my 'x' love of my past life ....what a dope going there at all, may as well carefully extract my own soul...gently put it on the floor stab it with broken glass and set fire to it! ...and it's not even her fault just this dumbass collection of illnesses and most other peoples accidental inability to know nothing about how to handle us who have them!
but thats nothing compared to what you are going through right now and I've been really concerned...I just know you will make it through being the amazing little woman you are...
I will get some rest...am still operating at above average velocity!
...I swear it's like my brain is chasing itself...aaah!
I hope you get some peace and rest dearest buddy
don't want this to be you...
