Oh man! Does that ever bring up drinking days memories - and there were really no good ones. I used to hide my phone before I started drinking to try to prevent the "drunk dials" and always found it. Next day, too scared to look to see who I'd called, until I had a few drinks in me. (Ye ole Liquid Courage) and it would start over.

I quit drinking 5 years ago and thought I was better. Scariest thing of all I got to my worst stone cold sober. Manic. Hard to admit how imbalanced I really was & only had my mind to blame.

I feel ya! And quite relate to the 2% of the stuff in your head you do post.