First of all, I would like to introduce myself first. I am Anthony_010101. I registered here because I would like to hear the very intelligent point-of-views or answers of you guys about my question.

What do you call to this psychological problem (?): A one person gets sexually attracted to a certain person of the same sex as him; yet at the same he want to be look like him.

Example:
I am Anthony, a 16 year old guy and I idolize Louis, a 28 year old actor. In this case, Louis may be characterized as an handsome and a hunk.

I really like Louis, even sexually aroused when I see him. But at the same time I idolize him to the point that I would like to be as handsome as him.

What does this scenario mean? Is the homosexuality of the teen, Anthony, is still in question? I mean he has still doubt about his sexuality.