I very much understand. I feel like I have a lot going for me, except that I feel lonely a lot. Other than that things are fine.

My problem is having feelings of dread. I can't seem to get rid of it. There had been threats to me, especially health ones. Health anxiety is the biggest thing for me. But the threats always seem to go away in victory. That makes me feel good, but at the same time, it makes me feel guilty because so many are not as fortunate. Makes sense? And I could drive people crazy expressing myself about my health anxiety.

I've had depression that would go away and I would think that it's gone for good. But it manages to come back. And I really hate it when it does.