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Originally Posted by Sannah
This is an important part. IMO, getting the feelings out in therapy is the most important component. And I think that it will help with building trust.
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Yeah I guess that is my main problem I do not have much emotions going on in me. I switched them off completely in one point and I function without them for more then 10 years now. So I do use my brain mainly to guide me and I do think a lot but I do not feel a lot.
I have a good life now and then one day my body just rebels and my mind as well. So I had to do something about that I donīt like loosing control like that. Well donīt like is not the right term I ABSOLUTELY HATE it.
So I come to therapy for a quick fix. I wanted an analysis from T and solution. Hm she didnīt give me that... quite the opposite she said to be helped I have to get to some "deep myself" and it will take time.
So now I have a BIG PROBLEM: Do I want to go there? Do I have money to pay for it? How long does it take? Is it possible?? What happens where we go to this shut black box?.....and quite frankly Iīm scared.