Hey Jess,

I've been the same!! I'm the same age as you and have been broody for as long as I can remember.

Like you, I know its not the right time but I stilll struggle with the fact I want to be pregnant, have a kid etc so badly. The thing that puts me off is imagining the baby growing up. I want a baby, but I'm not ready to have a teenager! Its a life long committment having a kid, not as instant as I think I want it to be. I want a baby, a toddler, not my own child though really, deep down.

Its up to you what you do, its your life. Just make sure if you do have a kid, its gonna have the best damn life you can give it. If you dont think you can do that yet, then maybe waiting is a good idea.