I've been on Wellbutrin for 2 weeks. Was on paxil 2weeks ago, doctor took me off cold turkey because of mood swings. Was on paxil 4 months.
Sat-Tuesday, I was fine.
Tuesday this guy posted on reddit about the murder of his two teen daughters is getting life in prison.
I googled and read the case, I cried, I wasn't depressed just sad, depression was just a brief fog.
Today, I woke up...didnt want to get up, sleepy, and 20 minutes ago the floods gates opened in tearful, life is ****ing meaningless, I'm all alone in a threatening world, I want to go home. Damnit.
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