Life goes on. I have accepted the fact that we are really heading for divorce. I think it's just painful to think how he can just fall in love head over heels over someone so quickly. I guess after all, our family doens't mean anything to him. I hope this 22 years old woman (14 years younger than him) is worth everything he has thrown away (our family).

We had out last dinner as a family tonight at OutBack. He is moving out of the house next week. I am hurt but I have to keep telling myself that crying over it is not going to change the situation. A few people told me that he will realize and will try to get back with me one of these days or at least before divorce will be final which will be a year from now. I will not hope and expect for that to happen but if he does, I don't think I can ever take him back after all these.

He told me last night that it bothers him and it hurts him that me and him did not work out and that our family is broken and it bothers him because "He" could have done things in the past that could have made us work. He said, it bothers him and make him sad that we failed. I responded to him that he made it failed, He made a choice and that he chooses to move on with his relationship with this other woman he met at the club and throw our family away, therefore, he has no right to be standing in front of me to tell me that it bothers/hurt him that we did not work out, that our marriage failed because He didn't even give it chance, he chooses to throw it away instead of working out what needed to be worked on.

I am hurt & sad but I have no choice but accept the situation. Never did I think, I will be in this situation. I just need to keep on moving forward and believe that something better is yet to come for me and my son. I have faith that one day, I will be thanking him for letting me go.

I want to thank each of you for taking the time to respond to my post. Your messages means a lot to me.