Petunia, I cannot afford to pay her. That is one of the biggest issues. I was just going to take a break from it. Then got an email from her. This is what it said.

This is probably as good a time as any to take some time off from therapy and group. I have been hesitating to tell you this - your unknown benefactor who has been paying for your therapy and group for several months has told me that October is the last month they can do this. I have been hesitating to tell you this because I thought you might take this as another sign that I was rejecting you. It's not.

So see it isn't just me. I cannot afford it.

I also posted a venting one.