Hi unhappycamper,

I wish I could take it away for you, and for everyone, including myself in there I don't have the strength or insight to. I experience this too, nothing "working". I'm trying out accepting the feeling of giving up the past few days, because sometimes I heap more pain upon that already awful feeling by berating myself for giving up. So just instead of fighting against it, since I'm already fighting all the time...

Also just wanted to say I hear you, and am here to support you