I had this mysterious thing in uni about me. I was one of the smartest students. Still I barely got by. It didn't make sense to me. I didn't know anything about NPF and no one else did either. I just wondered why I should be able to and I couldn't.

Is I became older I have realized some of the mistakes I made. What made things not work out so well.Things other people sort of have as their normal but I had to find out for myself.

Since NPF was only used for extremely active kids or kids with almost no speech or with no theory of mind, I was "normal". I just had to accept that for whatever mysterious reason, I sucked at higher studying.

Since we didn't have meds for that stuff back then, there would have been no real help, but I think it would have helped knowing I was somewhat different, it would have cleared some of my thoughts up.