Well guys and girls this is my 50th post. My mood latly has been good I got my back pay from ssi. I'm getting it at small chunks at a time. I have been drinking a little more then I should and have not been going to church other then for easter. I still think of cathy and how much she means to me still its going on 4 months. I got a new tattoo something that means something to me and my ex it took some money and time its only half done but once it heals I can go get the color in it. Its a koi dragon and I got it for my life and daughter that I lost or son. The koi dragon has a lot of meaning to it. I spent roughly 400$ on it. If anyone would like to see it I could post some pictures.