Hello Bitten, I do have good days, but for everyone having a good day theres somebody having a bad day/week.We are all here for each other. I have bad days I can rant to somebody that is in the same position as me. Depression makes everything negative as I'm sure you know. Why don't you talk to us about your feelings? I find this forum a great way of knowing that you will not be judged for the way you feel.I'm sorry that you are not feeling good. Best wishes.