can't believe i am still struggling.i summarize 2 points,1,they,my family, oppose everything i do,including making friends,study,work.they're sick,2,if i don't accept their sickness towards me,i will be locked up by them in hospital.what now?
actually i can do a lot of things,i have proved this already,but back home i would always be sabotaged by them,and no one understands this,and i have to have their sickness in the end.
most of time,they talk to me with unreasoning inquires,i must accept them,or i got threatened.
just can't find support.for 20 years,and for 30 years since i began to know about the world,i can't find a single person near me to say no to parents and family members or admit that they're wrong.
even with news everyday that parents mistreated their children to death and fact that my two relatives suicided because of this family's abandoning of them,and i am for several times near death,still the 3 friends geoly here said that it is wrong of my family's methods to me,not intentions.come on,i didn't require them to admit on that their parents are wrong,just on my parents.they still can't utter an objection.