Hi Southpole thank you also very much for taking the time to read and send me your ancouragement. I will keep posting here because it already helps me a lot. I mean you people help me. Have a great day.
I have less then 2 hours to my next session and I´m getting really nervous .
She will tell me off for sending her unnecessary mail. So it is going to be humiliating .... why I do make my life harder I really don´t know. Self DISCIPLINE I´m in big need of it. One would think I had enought of that before but no ... obviously not.
Also I had a vivid nightmare that I was raped on her couch so I would like to choose different sitting spot (there are chairs also) and she will want to know why (I always sit on couch). She analyzes everything SO MUCH. Well Well it will be interesting.