Ex and I broke up 1 month ago. Feels like 2 weeks. He was diagnosed bipolar ın the last month and now has a new girlfriend and engaged. I hate them both right now. But I can,t let lt go. I look at her stuff. I look at his stuff. I wrote him emails that ı thought would go unread but then he read them. he engaged ın conversatıon today and says he ıs tryıng to understand me. I am so angry that he replaced me so fast. I cant seem to let ıt go though. I got really sıck wıth the flu and realızed the anger of all the ups and downs and confusıon (hım beıng bıpolar and actıng accordıngly) sent me over the edge. Tellıng me he had no woman to actually havıng one. I should just walk away but I have ıssues wıth beıng seen. I almost let ıt go whıle I was sıck but now that ı am better ı fınd myslef wantıng to fıght the fıght agaın. What the hell ıs wrong wıth me????
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