Yes I do. Absolutely. I may have high energy and I may be very talkative but both surround irritability and anxiety. I would say I usually feel all of the things you listed, usually without paranoia. I have found that the reason I do not experience euphoria or elation is because I am almost immediately aware that it is mania, and then immediately become unhappy, anxious, and lost because I don't enjoy or want to be out of control. It is really uncomfortable to experience mania this way, I almost wish I felt the euphoria sometimes, but you are not the only one who does.
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