Everything feels like a chore. I had a burst of energy last week and started painting again. The days flew by. I was energized and happy. I had to force myself day before yesterday to work on the painting. I was ok once I did, but the last two days I haven't been able to. I slept almost all day yesterday. I have so much I would like to do while I'm looking for a job because I have all this time on my hands. I just can't stay motivated. I feel lazy and worthless right now. I don't know what my triggers are. I honestly feel like I don't have any, it just is. It's frustrating. I wanted to know if this is typical. I'm contemplating going back to my psychiatrist to reevaluate my medication. That's how bad this is.