Hi there beblevins…I can relate to a lot of what you are saying. I completed two degrees at different points in my life and I needed the support of the Disability Support Services of the University both times. Also, the support from my faculty.

It is really difficult to manage College when feeling so unwell. I was hospitalised during the last degree and hence finished my degree later than my peers. I also could not turn on my laptop during that time because even looking at it had me spinning into a panic attack.

I don't know about help available where you live. But previous poster has had a suggestion for you, hope that helps.

I wish you the very best. I have applied for some Masters degrees but I honestly think I am not in the right head-space at the moment. Think it best to get well first.

Good luck