I tend to overly worry about so many things. One of the biggest and crippling worry I have right now is if a friend will get super mad at me and leave me completly. Because of this I begun to obsess over her. I feared her leaving and disapearing completly and I still do at times. It has gotten to the point of extreames if she doesn't text me or message me I fear her getting mad at me and leaving me to the extreames. I fear her hating me and blocking me cause she got mad at me. I also do not love me enough sometimes and feel I am being punished and cursed for something that happened to me at the age of around sixteen or seventeen. I just want to get help for this so I can lead a normal life. I also suffer from deppression from the obsessions and highs as well where i am hyper alot. I was recently diagnosed with major deppression disorder.