When I was in high school, I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease. Now I'm in college and I slowly feel worse. I have the most difficult time focusing, and it's like I can't remember things. I've been experiences a ton of other things to say the least. It's affecting my grades and I just keep getting more depressed. I've dropped a class every semester because I'm struggling. I can't really explain it but I feel so hopeless. I've cried everyday for the passed few months because I've basically messed up my dreams of being a doctor. I'm a mess. My mom gets disappointed in me because it's like I'm wasting her money but I don't know what to do. I'm so down.