i don't have any life experience that i can share with you concerning your illness (i'm bipolarII) but i can listen to you and share.

i can't imagine how stressful it must be for you to constantly be worrying about the OCD and germs and such. are you able to talk to your boyfriend about this? any family members that you can share with?

do you see a therapist?

i'm in a very low depressive cycle now in my bipolar and i worry constantly about not doing things......such as cleaning and cooking and taking better care of myself. so, i do share the worrying part with you. my thoughts race all around due to what i'm not doing......

PM me if you like. i'll listen. xoxoxo pat