Updatedness...

I believe I'm going into my 4th group meeting in about 10 hours.

I've already said too much, and the last meeting I wasn't acting the way I should have been. So I feel the need to be truthful today. That in itself really scares me. But I shouldn't have hidden in my "shell" - I laughed off something I shouldn't have that would have helped me. I swear I wanted to kick myself after for being such an idiot. But I let it go temporarily to speak about it today.

Hopefully all will go well. All I know is that I rescheduled a dentist appointment that would have been today (since it is 12:05 am currently) so that I could attend this group and not miss a meeting. My mental health seems more important than my teeth - since I already know the outcome of the dentist appointment.

If it seems really important I'll update y'all after I get back from the meeting. Otherwise I won't. I should really learn to not speak (err, type) so much.