I am waiting for my appt with a doc to check just what it is that's wrong with me. From what I have read and been told the list is as follows:

Severe Depression
Bipolar Disorder (more down and nothing than up)
Social Anxiety Disorder
Codependency

Just need to wait to see what the doc says.

I hate this, this feeling, having to pull over because for no reason I just cry and then 10 minutes later that empty feeling, telling people the puffy eyes are because of allergies, upsetting my love because I know I do and I don't want to this inner monologue the analyzing, that's what is upsetting her.

How can I tell her I love her, that I'm sorry, again and again and again and and not upset her?

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