I don't know what to do? Should I tell my pdoc to put me on something else? It was weird the last time I saw her, told her about how after I started the well weburtin I was going from normal to hypo to normal to hypo, hypo-possibly manic? I was irritated, I was driving 90 mph, ididn't give any ****s.

any ways, she says, see me again in 3 weeks, wait for the wellbutrin to take effect? and she ask me if I think any different?

WHY AS YOU ASKING ME?!?!?!?!!! I JSUT TOLD YOU ABOUT WHATS BEEN GOING ON??!!?!!??!?!!?

military man, I regret ever trying to get help in the first place, seems liek all they ask me is "are you going to kill youself" I reply "no", I'm not gonna tell them I'm having suicidal thoughts and constant plans anymore. Last time I said yes, they tried to commit me, Should I just commit myself so I can see another pdoc? should I just walk into the down town clinic next time I'm having suicidal thoughts? I'm not a cutter or anything, When idid try to kill myself it was 1000mg of benedryl and have a thing of patron.