Since I moved schools I've been very lonely. I miss my friends and all that.

But really I miss my best friend. She loved me. And I LOVED her. We were so close. Like sisters. She knew that I loved her and she said that she loved me back. We had a thing. But now hat she is gone... I'm empty...

I have a bf right now... But I'm not going to start that story. It's too long and complicated. Anyway... I don't love my bf. I barely like him.

I miss my best fiend. She is perfect in every way.

I don't know how to deal with my loneliness.

None of my new fiends know I'm bisexual. Leaning towards the lesbian side more... It feels like I'm hiding a piece of myself...

My parents don't even know. Only 3 people know and they aren't apart of my life any more...

I just feel like I'm hiding. I'm lonely. I want someone or something to love and care for.

Any advice?