We agreed on that but it obviously wasn't enough, as we ended up in this situation. I thought about asking him "what now?", but that will probably trigger him and I don't want to push him at all. I thought about visiting/surprising him but I don't want him to feel like I don't respect his personal space or feelings.

His last e-mail was 3 days ago, asking me if we were going to just relax and be happy together and quit the ********. That's when I stopped replying because I wanted to calm down. If I didn't, I'd just send him another angry reply and I didn't want that.
So I waited until last night, telling him I was sorry and that nothing seems as bad as it seemed on that day... to which he replied "to be honest, I've lost faith in all this".

/sigh... so lost.