I have Narcissistic Personality Disorder. In the past, I didn't care about it. Instead, I was so PROUD of having this disorder which gave me super high "self-esteem". However, these days, it began to ruin my life, specifically, an important relationship. My narcissism brought about so many problems. And finally I realized how detrimental NPD is. I no longer feel proud of my grandiose "self-confidence". I want to change. Anyone knows what can I do to get rid of this mental illness?