From your post you sound like you have NO HOPE. Try to pick your head up. You sound like a very wise woman. You believe in something that is worth the pursuit. I can’t imagine the frustrations you have gone through with your current field of study/ career… I get so ticked off hearing about things on the news like hydro-fracking….going to the anti fracking community meetings… Your knowledge is imperative especially the way things are going. I’m sure it seems like you are trying to talk and the only response comes from a wall. Keep trying to stay focused, make some goals. I know I sound pushy but sometimes pushy is needed to step back and reset. It sounds like you have accomplished so much Kudos totally. You have come too far to “burn” out. Some of us such as my self admire the people who are educated and educate on the things that mean the most. Please find your passion in whatever it is you find it in. Don’t lose hope and keep your head up. Good luck. I wish you well on healing and finding what is peaceful to you.
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