I understand completely. I used to be on another forum when I was going through major instability and my helping others helped me to heal. When I was really well for a time, I just wanted to get on with life, take my pills, work, go out, cook dinner, you know...all the normal stuff. So I left the forum because I felt I was becoming too attached to myself AS the illness. Unfortunately, BP happens...it can come back with a vengeance...I got a good reminder over the last 6 months of chaos and have hopefully developed more compassion for the suffering of others. I relate. But if I get really well again, I might not visit as often because I will be busy with other things. This site is a place for healing to me. You don't have to feel bad about it. Enjoy your wellness!!!

Oops....sorry...I did not read the last part where you asked us not to respond.