ha, seeing a lot of posts on here where people are over-analyzing themselves and things like that...feeling the same way at work. feels like i'm being singled out somehow (which i sort of am) because i know everything about the store as i've worked there before and so even though i've only been back for a week they're sort of putting me in charge of the people who were hired at the same time i was rehired and so i feel bad because although i am a take-charge kind of person i don't feel like i've earned being in charge??? i think that makes sense, haha. but i'm just hoping i don't seem stuck up. all my life my parents would say the other kids wouldn't play with me because i was quiet and shy so they thought i was stuck up. so now, since i'm not talkative to people i don't know, i'm afraid they might think i'm stuck up, and it makes it worse because all the managers like me and we talk and i already know what to do...

as for posting in this forum...i don't feel like i belong either and have trouble voicing my opinion too. i haven't gotten many positive reactions (if any) either. still upset about something that happened last week on here. don't appreciate being told i shouldn't post something on here just because it doesn't directly relate to BPD. that's kind of ********...but whatever.