Hi, I have dysphoric mania. What is that? Well, it's like mania except you're not feeling awesome or elated. You race and race but you are angry, irritable, easily upset, everything is annoying, you just feel uncomfortable and not very happy at all. But you feel like you're going 100 miles and hour. I still have racing thoughts, pressured speach, grandios thinking, and all of that. But I feel terrible! No euphoria for me.

I have rapid cycling and lots of mixed states, so that's a big part of it, I think.